Sad day ... remembering my brother ... it's 2 years since he passed away and it still hurts ... every day ...every minute at the moment. It's 4am and sleep just isn't there ... I feel so ALONE ... more alone than I have felt for a long time. Doing a little experiment at the moment and my fears are coming true. My emails are all being stepped over and I really don't know where I am at ... let's see how it goes.
My plans for later on today are to go to the cemetery and take a white rose, as usual, I love you Paul.
I can't forget Zach who passed away this day last year ... how his eyes gleamed ... an online adopted pet.
Ah well, tears are good for you! Or so they say! I don't believe my mantra BTW!
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July 2007
My Day Dreams
I have set this blog really to record my thoughts when I really need to get something off my chest. A very egocentric thing.
My beginning of writing also is posted here.
My beginning of writing also is posted here.
Me and My Girls
July 2007
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