Today

I am surrounded by friends ... yet why do I feel so alone?

I am my own worst enemy! Always worrying too much what others think of me ... and believing that they have had enough of me ... when I know that is not true.

I suppose I worry about going back to those days when I was alone ... about not doing enough for friendships to survive ... that is why I am OTT and a PITA ... I can't lose anything else!!!!

"My own worst enemy" describes me perfectly ... I should stop apologising and start celebrating cos these people are not gonna leave me ... BELIEVE IN YOURSELF GIRL!